So why havent I been on in like forever ? well long story I'll get to that in about a page or two. i'm just kidding. well maybe. . . anyways, life hasnt exactly been going very well for me. my life since september of last year has been on a downhill slide. Since the dog bit me like months ago, a lot has happened and i figured all my freinds would like to know whats been going on and why I havent uploaded or been on devaintart in, well frankly, forever and a day. So I dont know, it really is a long story and since I have no pitch line or a hook to grab your attention you will probably stop reading this long before it is over. But if you'll bare with me everything will be explained in a short time, or whatever. depends on how fast you read lol. my humors not exactly with me, ah hem, sorry.

recently it seems like theres been a lot of death. theres been people stabbing me in the back, and my own family has been trying to get me fired from my job, and put me in jail. that is basically a sum up of my life over the last few months.

now for the long version.

during the summer of 07' not many people know this but i wasnt living with my parents for those three months. they had basically kicked me out and i had been living with the Yuens. There was Bobby, Renee, and there mom, whose basically like a second mother to me. well this is how it goes. not a day went by that summer that i wasnt with Bobby or Renee, i saw them every day. Bobby was like a brother to me and Renee like my own sister, only I claimed them as family more than my own. Bobby Yuen died of a drug overdose, at least thats what they say. He died September 29th, 2007. I was crushed, completely heart broken. My place of work had recently hired a new girl as a cashier, she didnt know Bobby at all, but requested Saturday off to go to his funeral. I was stuck at work, and when I broke down in the backroom crying, my boss came back there. asked me what was wrong when he knew exactly why i was upset, i told him nothing. then walked away. that had been a bad week. i lost bobby, then the next day a freind of mine went to jail. Literally the next day, i'm not even joking. I was upset about this and was talking to a freind on the phone who then flipped out on me, told me i was to needy and needed to grow up and wanted nothing else to do with me from that point on. all in the span of three days mind you, then the next day i went to the local prison to see if I could visit my freind, of course they wouldnt let me see him, because of the charges he was being pressed. He was accused of raping a 14 year old girl incase you are wondering. anyways so that didnt work out for me because I was 17 at the time and therefore a minor. But the charges were false and he's been recently let out of jail and found not guilty and all that good stuff. i havent talked to him since then. anyways then roughly a month later another freind of mine died, i'm not exactly sure what day, his name was JJ Jares. He died of alcohol poisoning. i wasnt as close to him as i was to bobby but it was still a blow, and of course my boss didnt let me go to that funeral either. Go figure.

i'm pretty sure that I'll run out of room in this journal. i'm still summing up the story . . .

Then oh get this, i moved back in with my parents, then they kicked me out. But get this. They did it on christmas eve. Yup thats right. December 24th. What led to this. If I get enough questions on this then I'll make another journal, but thats a story for another time. Well it kind of is, not really, because thats part of the reason my life sucks. I'm living in my car, literally. I was living with my sister but she kicked me out on the 27th of December, said I was causing her and her Hubby to fight. But I had talked to him the 26th and he told me his argument wasnt with me had nothing to do with me, it was all her. Anyways. . . yup

Then, and I really should know the date on this one, it was very recently like . . . January recently, the funeral was like 3 weeks ago . . . the funeral was on a Saturday. Anyway I'm babbling. I'm freinds with this entire family okay, its the Durneys, they live outside of Basin, inbetween Basin and Otto. Well, it was Monday, two days before the accident. I was at work, trying to figure out what I am suppose to do with my Rabbit, Don Juan Doodles, yall know him. When Anne Durney walks in, I talk to her, explain my situation and how I need someone to take my rabbit and watch him until I find a place to stay (still looking for a place to stay). She said she would take him, I told her the next day I had off, and I was supposed to call her on Wednesday. Wednesday, at around noon, it was like 11:50 something they were driving from Greybull to Basin. Anne Durney and Becca Durney. The roads were terrible, we had got hit with the worst snowstorm we've seen in years. Theres a road called Gulf Course Road, a semi was Greybull bound. When it came to the stop sign it was unable to stop and it ran it. Becca and Anne Durney were driving a small car. It went right beneath the trailer of the Semi. Anne Durney was killed instantly (basically decapitated) Becca, thank the lord that she's okay. Her neck was broken in 4 different places, she was life flighted to billings hospital, her family was able to see her. This is what we've all been told, that they prayed over her and when Becca went in for surgury, her neck was only broken in 2 places. But they were sure she would never walk again. I skipped work the Saturday of the funeral, I had been kept from many and I wasnt going to miss Anne's. Becca was there, and she was walking, the trauma to her head caused her to have memory problems, she didnt even know who her own family was, but she's getting better. She hadnt asked about her mom, but they told her. She took that bad, i cant imagine what thats like.

I cant do it anymore. I'm done typing for now. Well now you know some of the story, I might get back to this later but right now i'm shaking and freaking myself out. i hate depressing stories and i dont like talking about this, it took everything i had to write what i did.

if anyone wants to talk, i am willing to talk you can reach me through here or e-mail me at vittoriodevampire@hotmail.com

Love you all

~Wolfen